Year: 2010

Love-Hate

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There is a person I work with, I believe we have one of those Love-Hate Relationships. Not in the sense people might think of it. Even though we have very heated conversion about things, but we have respect for each other and I believe we both know that. For the most part people think when some uses the love in the same way, as being romantic type of love, but there is really four different  definition of that word in Greek.

Different Types of Love:

  • Paraphilia this is a Erotic Love.
  • Philia this is a Friendship Love.
  • Eros this is a Intimate Love.
  • Agape this is a Self-Sacrificing Love(Christian Love).

++Good Games Podcast/Video Games and Pizza

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Where I work at there is customer that comes in at least once or twice a week and orders pizza. I usually get to talk to for few minutes and one of the last times he was in, we were talking about the jobs he had and he told me that does podcast, so I ask for the address so could listen to it. I was not sure what it was about. I listen to about half of the most current one and notice it was about games, so I when back to listen to the very first one that was in the RSS and it gave me little background on the people that are in the podcast. Everyone that is part of this podcast were in some way employed by Game Crazy either at Hollywood Video or before it was bought by Hollywood Video. They talk about about all different Console Systems and games they have played or going to play for them. It was interesting in the first podcast I was listening to they were talking about Play Station and Play Station 2 and the podcast was in June 05, 2010, but I thought there was Play Station 3 out already, but I might be wrong. I have not listen to them all, but I wonder if they have reviews on PC games, too and not just Console Games. Just a side note, my wife use have Alienware PC, too until she broke it and she only had for 8 months, just mention it  because I heard that couple of the people on the podcast have Alienware PCs.

Castlevania is one the best games for Nintendo systems back in 1980’s. I still remember playing that game, when i was 13 or 14 years old. I played the first 3 or 4 Castlevania’s for the NES and the one for the SNES. I think i still have an arcade version that I use with MAME emulator that play from time to time. I am more of a Old School Arcade and computer games person. I had few console systems but notice the graphics were a lot better on PC then on console systems. Probably the best system I had was the TurboGrafx-16 systems, It did catch on like the other system even though it was lot better system and one thing it did way before other game console system was it had CD-ROM games, which I think at that time no-one had that type of system. The other system that was very good and cost a lot of money was the NEO-GEO system. That console system was just as good as the game in the arcade machines that was produced by SNK. I also played Super Mario World and beat it 3 time(I think it was all the save game spot it had) and got all the special Star Worlds, too. I just remember, I have one of those Virtual Boy, too, I think I bought for about $30.00 or so, when they stop making them. Played some for while and you did get bad head aches from playing it.

I think this is worth checking out, if you like video games and hear some reviews on new games coming out.

If anyone wants to listen to the podcast there is going to be link to the RSS and iTunes page:

++Good Games Podcast RSS

++Good Games Podcast iTunes

Oregon Zoo

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I when to the Oregon Zoo with a co-worker and his daughter on Monday. It has been about 4 years since i been there, so I though would be fun to go and see the animals there. One of the most interesting things I seen there was a Star Fish, it was so big. The other interesting thing was that we went over by where the Snakes were and there was support be Python in the exhibit but was not there, so I took a picture of some thermal  image of me and the other people that was there. Supposedly, the python snake uses thermal  heat to track it pray and they had thermal imaging censor there to emulate what the python would see as it was looking at you.

Devonwood Horse Show

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Here I’m for my second day at the horse show at Devonwood in Sherwood, Oregon.

Yesterday, when I got here, I was looking for the mobile pizza trailer and I stop for a second to look around for it and out nowhere this horse came running by my car and almost hit it and the end up inside the stables and about one minute rider came by looking for it. Interesting thing is I think the horse threw the rider. Today is last day here. I really enjoyed working out here and the people are really nice and staff is really nice to work with.

Location of where I’m at in Sherwood, Oregon

Pictures from the Last time I was there two weeks ago.

Think For Yourself

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The person that had there friend die about three weeks ago was talking about use a wegy board to talk to her dead friend. I told not do it because she could be inviting demons in to her house and can cause problems with her. She told me she touch it and was very scare that something was going to happen, I told her she was ok and I told her not even be in the same house if her friends were going do it. I tried to explain it to her that her friend was sleeping and he might be resurrected, but she really didn’t understand what I was talking about. So, I told her I would being something for her to read and maybe it will help her with coping with her friends death. I also gave her something about spiritism and story about person that had demon problems all their life. I was not sure if she had bible, so gave her one, too. She told me she had one, so I suggest she look all the scriptures in her bible and in the one I gave her and to make decision for herself about what it was saying and if she had any questions just to ask me. I think she end up talk to two people at work and made her change her mind about it.

The thing is that if would have not agreed with it was ok with me, but she never read it to make that choice and I think she let other people make that choice for that she should listen to what I had to say. All I wanted to is help her with questions she had about it and maybe help her understand a little better. From what I could tell whatever church she went to really did not teach her anything or she had very hard time understanding what was being said.

Later that night I found the stuff in my car was a sad that she didn’t read make choice for herself. Maybe, Satan had hand in not making her read and see what was right, it would not be the first time or last time he uses people not see what the true is about Jehovah and his word and lie about bible truths.

I know this will change my opinion about her and how she looks at things and how people influence her easy. It really hurt me when I saw what I gave her in my car, but I know she is in titled to her choice because of the actions taken I will not trust her anymore.  She said she was going to read and if she never intended to and give back to without me knowing then I have no other choice then to believe sue lied to me because of that I will not trust her anymore and will question everything at is saint me by her. I tried to do something good and took my time and this how I am treated and she I not deserving of my kindness anymore. More then likely she will never know and I never plan on telling her.

Paper and Box Burning Again

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This was a few weeks later, I had some more stuff to burn, so I decided to do after I got off work one day it was almost night time when I started and it  was very windy, so it made for very cool picture of the flames and  there are few videos, too. You can hear the sheep in the back ground off the videos. After it was all done burning the stuff was so hot that it was almost white i color, which look very cool looking.

Death is Abundant!

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I got bad news today my aunt’s father died sometime this week. I really did not know him that well, but when was over his house he was very nice to me. I know he was not doing good for while now and I know it was just matter of time before it was going to happen.

On another note, one of my co-workers friend died yeterday. From what I heard he was young around 16 or years old. I tried help her and make her feel better, done really if help her or not. Apparently, her friend drowned some where.

I remember, when I was in school and someone died who was in one of my classes. Did not know that well, but remember he was not nice to me. The strange thing is we were making joke that he was dead and we found out couple days later that he died that weekend of drug overdose and drown in small pool of water. Some man found him while he was practicing golfing in a field. They had a story on the news about him for doing something called huffing. We seen that there was something wrong but he lie about it.

Alone

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From childhood’s hour I have not been
As others were — I have not seen
As others saw — I could not bring
My passions from a common spring —
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow — I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone —
And all I lov’d — I lov’d alone —

Then — in my childhood — in the dawn
Of a most stormy life — was drawn
From ev’ry depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still —
From the torrent, or the fountain —
From the red cliff of the mountain —
From the sun that ’round me roll’d
In its autumn tint of gold —
From the lightning in the sky
As it pass’d me flying by —
From the thunder, and the storm —
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view —

By Edge Allen Poe

How afraid am I?

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I was at Panda Express today and there is this very cute manager that works at another one I go to. I was surprised to see her at the one I was at, which is not her store like every food place they barrow things from other locations. So, I thought I would try to get a picture of her.. I was able to get one she is looking right at me when I took and was smiling like she knew I was taking one. The picture was blurry, so tried another one and that one was less blurry. She is from Laos and very cute…I am to afraid to asked her out because I think I am not good enough for or anyone, so I never ask anyone out.

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