To The Persons Name I Can Not Say

I wait for your call and you never call…I call but I never get an answer…It is the same thing every time…”All circuits are busy now!” You say you will call, but you never do! I go another day depressed because I hope I would talk to you. My Hope turn into Desperation. My Desperation turns into Contempt. My Contempt turn into Nothing….. And I begin to think you where part of my imagination!

I have to think were you really ever there, but I second guess myself because something there keeps tell me that you were always there, but the reality is you were hard to see though the prism of emotions.

This just goes back to am I a Foolish person?