I was talking with my manager today and I found out that I am very bad manager. I have never been in real position where I was manager. The last job I work at, the district manager never made me a real assist manager because he never thought I could do that job. I only had the title to get paid more money. As I think about it, I really think he is right about it. I do not think I can handle the stress of the people, but I use to be network administrator and that job is more stressful then this one, but why can not handle it? What I believe is “I am a babysitter”, what I need to do, is to have better control of the people that are around me. I think, I give them to much latitude in what they do and I need to stop doing that. I need to nice to them, but still be control of what is going on and that I am not to what I think. What I need to do is learn how not to micromanage people, I have been told I do that. I have to have better respect for people. When I say things, I have do it more polite way.
A Manager I am NOT!
December 22nd, 2009Brittany Murphy Dies
December 20th, 2009
I logon to yahoo today and seen article about Brittany Murphy died on Sunday, December 20, 2009. I was shock at first because she was very young. I am 2 years older then her and this makes me think about myself could died that young, too. That should make anyone think they can die that young. I do not remember hearing she ever drank alcohol or did drugs, if she did she was very private about it. From what I can remember she was very private person and not a wild child like the rest of the Hollywood Youth. From that article it say she died of natural cause, but they are not sure yet.
Here is the Yahoo article on her. Click Here
Sherlock Holmes
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December 15th, 2009As I Sit Alone
December 15th, 2009As I sit alone here at Washington Square Mall, I see lots of people with others, but for me, I am alone. There was a guy sitting next to me. He was talking to a family member about a trip he took last year and how much it cost. He had one business call and he called at least one company about a balance on an account he had. I see what type life I have..It’s lonely one that I do the same thing over and over everyday. When I came in I held open the door for this young lady..Something I would have done if would done for anyone. Later that same young lady sat by me when she ate her dinner. I think she when to same place I got food at. I see people walk by that look happy, but I really can not tell if they are or they are not happy. There is family sitting behind me and the baby is crying and screaming and her mother telling her no for some reason. I see the mall employees constantly working to keep the place clean for everyone. Back to young lady that was sitting by me, she was attractive Asian, maybe Filipino or Thai and from what I could tell she was not married and had bag from Northstrom in her hand that she carry in from the car. More people come and go, but I Sit Alone, not even getting phone call, but who is going to call me? Work? Ex-Wife? Friend? No-One!
People have stories to tell, but I have no story to tell because I have nothing interesting to say. Just like this my blog, who really reads it? From what I can see its Goolge Bot, BlogPulseLive, Baiduspider+, Q9 Networks Inc., Amazon, Inc., but are there any real people that look at other then Search Bot? I really do not know. I had one person I know tell me the looks at it.. I got 139 Vistors, 498 Pageviews, 1368 Spider for December so far, but is the vistors real or just automated computer programs logon and cataloguing my website?
I did have someone that I know come up to me and talking to me for brief moment. Which I like that, it made me be notice, which that does not happen very much. I am for the most part invisible to everyone. Even when in a room of people that I know I am still invisible to the people there.
A Dream Within a Dream
December 15th, 2009And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow-
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand-
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep- while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?
Frozen Fountain Outside Panda Express, Sherwood, Oregon
December 10th, 2009I drive by a Panda Express everyday on the way to work and this week it was very cold (between 18-32 degrees) outside for weather that is in Oregon. The Panda Express has water fountain outside of it that constantly working. Here is few pictures I took of it. If you look at couple of the pictures you can see the water still running under the ice.
Tabrett Bethell
December 1st, 2009I wanted to know what other shows or movie this actress has been in.. and i came across this picture of her that i thought was sexy looking from the show called “Legend of the Seeker.” I think as an actress she very good looking and she good actresses, too.
