The search company said Wednesday that its fiber-optic broadband networks will deliver speeds of 1 gigabit per second to as many as 500,000 Americans. Google Inc. says those systems will be more than 100 times faster than the networks that most Americans have access to today.

In a blog post, the company said the networks will let consumers download a high-definition, full-length feature film in less than five minutes and allow rural health clinics to send 3-D medical images over the Web.

Google says it will seek input from communities that might be interested in getting one of the testbed networks.

Source: http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20100210/ap_on_hi_te/us_tec_google_broadband_network

Just never forget this….you are cared for and loved. And things will be ok.

I do not think I can be worst off because I have problems sleeping already, but I do not have any of the issue in the list.

I have to think were you really ever there, but I second guess myself because something there keeps tell me that you were always there, but the reality is you were hard to see though the prism of emotions.

This just goes back to am I a Foolish person?

Something that I have always remember was a quote from a movie: “Who is the more foolish? The fool or the one that follows the fool?” I have wonder which one I am?

People tell me that I am smart, but I really do not think I am smart because of  choices I make in my life make me very dumb!

I keep people at distance so they never know the real me because if let someone know the real me, I get hurt in the end. Do I have any real friends or are they my friend when they need something? From what I have seen I have no real friends. I am only useful when it is convenient for them. I go days without talking to anyone. If was not for me going to work and talking to the people there, I would not talk to anyone. My own family does not call me. The only person that calls to see how I am doing is my ex-wife, but even then that is every couple of days. I live alone in bottom half of my in-laws house and if something was to happen to me no-one would know because they do not even talk to me. I was sick for three days and they seen that I did not go to work, which that is unusual for me because I work all the time. I could been hurt or something and they did not even bother to check, but they called me lays because I was not working or something. What they did not know was I had high fever.

I think people see that I can be used easily in things and they take advantage of it.

After thinking about this…I really think I am the foolish in all this!

I hope people will see me for how I really am, but I do not think people do that!

I had one person tell me one time that i was “charming and handsome”, but was the truth?

IF you tell people how you really feel or something about yourself and they do not like it, it changes the person in a small or big way. They might say everything is OK, but the reality of it is they are not OK. They look at you differently and you can tell by the way they look at you or talk to you or just how they act all to gather when you are around. The image they had of you is out of focus and will never be in the same clearness as before. They might not talk to you or just have idle conversation just to be friendly to you. As for you, you need to live with the choice that was made and try to get not let everything come crashing down on you.

Everybody Plays the Fool <– Click to listen

That night it started to rain and all the snow was gone!

Here is some picture of it later that day.